ABOUT ME

Put simply, my girlfriend Charlotte needs more than I can offer. I've tried being manly, but it's not worked.

After years of trying to give her what a woman needs and not succeeding, three weeks ago she finally suggested some changes in our relationship.

Originally a joke, she now calls me Caitlin pretty much all the time. I don't own any male underpants any more, just panties (not hers - I had to go out any buy my own).

I don't know where this is going, but Charlotte's asked me to keep this blog as a diary...Caitlin's diary. And she's going to check it once a week, and use it to determine the next steps in our relationship.

So who knows where this is going…it’s all up to Charlotte I guess, and she's already told me there will be plenty of suprises in store...

30th December 2009

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Call from Charlotte

Just spoke to Charlotte…she called from work. This is how the conversation went.

“Hello”.

“Oh hi Sweetie…Caitlin. Aren’t you a suprise!!??”

“What do you mean”

“I didn’t know you’d take this so seriously…I mean, I didn’t think you would really try and put yourself in a girl’s position! We loved the dresses…didn’t we girls?…but the comments as well…wow!”. Charlotte chuckled, and I could also hear laughter in the background.

“You asked me to …”

“Oh Caitlin. Of course I asked you. But we have some talking to do. I mean, your comment for the wedding dress, the last one…’Imagine…my big day! All eyes on me.’…so cute.”

“I…I…”

“Oh it’s ok honey. We loved it. And the other comments talking about first dates…with who!? You like boys now..?”

“No…I mean…no…”. I was stuttering.

“You’re already imagining yourself on your wedding day…cute dress…hair…pretty lingerie….”

“B..But…”

“I guess it’s only natural for a girl to fantasize a little…isn’t it Caitlin?”

“I don’t like boys!” I cried.

“Hmmmm. I think the lady doth protest too much. What do you think girls?”

I heard a ‘yeeeeeessss’ and laughter again in the background.

“Anyway, have to go. Work to do. We can have a girlie chat tonight, and you can tell me all about it.”

“Er…okay…”

“By the way, I thought the little pink number would look just darling on you”.

“Shhhh Charlotte. Your friends at work will hear”.

“Oh honey, they know everything! Everything!” she giggled. “In fact, Beth and Sophie want to help you out with some of their old clothes. We’ll have that wardrobe full in no time, to add to your skirt…so exciting. Speak to you later” Click.

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What do I do!? Before I got together with Charlotte, Sophie used to fancy me. What will she think now!? And Beth, she’s gorgeous. The thought of Sophie and Beth AND Charlotte getting involved. AND giving me some of their clothes. This is moving way too fast…although I do like the knee length pencile skirt Beth was wearing the other da….WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME!

I don’t know what to do!